The dealio So far

Hey everyone, its been almost a month since I blogged, sue me X)

Anyways, I just had a few thoughts about a song I've been listening to constantly. I'm pretty sure many of you guys are familiar with the song "Slow Motion," by Karina Pasian, yeah? I've been religiously commiting myself to learn as many songs as I possibly can and I never took the time to really listen and vibe off Karina's lyrics. And well, it dawned on me that it's true how people like to take it fast nowadays. Well...honestly, I have to say I've done something along those lines too. But to know that people can move on in such a short amount of time, it really got to me. And the idea that "life is too short" is something to consider as well, but is it really that easy to feel that way in a matter of days, weeks, etc? It must be fun to be able to do something like that, but I always prided myself in not being able to feel so close in such a short amount of time. But who knows, maybe its not a matter of being shallow, maybe its just a matter of trying to make yourself happy, and gain that immediate sense of security that special other can give you. And I'm really accepting the fact that people nowadays love to move on, and that it's normal to feel like it's easy to just find someone else, or the nearest person that can make you happy. I don't think it's pessimism, it's just a reality that most people tend to overlook. And that old-fashioned idea of love, that's what I hope to find; but along with the music I will create, the dances I will choreograph, and the ideas I will share with the world. 18, yeah, its a low number in terms of age, but to have experienced this now instead of the distant future gives way to comfort I probably would have never found in my older age. Well, I'm starting to feel thirsty and I'm in desperate need of some nourishing food( most likely boba or some other non-healthy snack). I'm losing my touch for words, but I'm hoping eventually I'll find th ideas that once spurred my curiousity to explore the things no one else would think to explore. Night Everyone, and give some thought about the things you do, and maybe you'll find a little something you haven't seen before about the yourself, other people, or the world in general. Ja ne.